Trauma (Explicit)歌词

Trauma (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
Composed by：BoyWithUke
Produced by：BoyWithUke
Growing up I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
I didn't have a room had to buy used shoes
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
Even if it was an accident
Maybe it's not what I want
Oh I've seen better days
And the moment ******* sucks
But I'll be damned if I don't stop
And honestly why not
When nobody gives a ****
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can't help myself
I was an outcast
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Too shy to talk about home
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
And oh I've been so lost without hope
I got a window in my head it's a casket
You know I've been wishing I was dead but I mask it
Maybe it's not what I want
Oh I've seen better days
And the moment ******* sucks
But I'll be damned if I don't stop
And honestly why not
When nobody gives a ****
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
Because it's all I know my hands around my throat
Pray that I won't let go this time around
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
I see the reason why I'm not alone
But sometimes I just can't but
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can't help myself
I think we got it

[00:00.43]Trauma (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
[00:01.33]Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
[00:02.17]Composed by：BoyWithUke
[00:03.12]Produced by：BoyWithUke
[00:09.97]Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.66]I never had a phone always was a little hungry
[00:13.93]Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:16.13]I was 10 back then
[00:17.90]I didn't have a room had to buy used shoes
[00:20.44]I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.37]And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24.60]Even if it was an accident
[00:27.92]Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.97]Oh I've seen better days
[00:33.01]And the moment ******* sucks
[00:36.70]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:40.13]And honestly why not
[00:42.37]When nobody gives a ****
[00:44.76]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:49.34]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.75]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:58.41]I know it's in my mind
[01:00.55]But I think I need some help
[01:03.07]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:05.61]I was an outcast
[01:06.94]Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:09.22]Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.96]I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.19]And oh I've been so lost without hope
[01:18.20]I got a window in my head it's a casket
[01:20.30]You know I've been wishing I was dead but I mask it
[01:22.65]Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.77]Oh I've seen better days
[01:27.96]And the moment ******* sucks
[01:31.48]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.96]And honestly why not
[01:37.20]When nobody gives a ****
[01:39.65]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:44.20]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.63]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:53.21]I know it's in my mind
[01:55.37]But I think I need some help
[01:58.64]Because it's all I know my hands around my throat
[02:03.09]Pray that I won't let go this time around
[02:07.72]But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:12.11]I see the reason why I'm not alone
[02:16.14]But sometimes I just can't but
[02:18.24]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:23.01]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.66]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:32.16]I know it's in my mind
[02:34.10]But I think I need some help
[02:36.74]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:41.00]I think we got it