[00:00.00]Best For Me (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas/Jelly Roll/Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord [00:00.06]Composed by：Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord [00:00.12]Produced by：Leo Son/ADHD Productions/Young Lime/Young Taylor/Nox Beatz/Chezka/Ayoley/Charlie Chronopoulos [00:00.29]How can you love someone [00:02.57]And learn to let them go [00:06.75]How can we fall apart on [00:09.51]Things we'll never know [00:13.50]And isn't it funny you [00:15.09]Can change your ways [00:16.79]For someone to fill [00:18.08]In your empty space [00:19.95]Tell me is it really love [00:22.23]If you have to ask if they'll stay [00:26.30]Yeah I got somebody I love [00:28.30]Yeah [00:28.77]Someone who's really important to me [00:30.20]But now they addicted to d**gs [00:31.36]Damn [00:31.74]Someone who not who they used to be [00:33.30]And we ain't been keepin' in touch [00:35.02]I ain't gonna say any names at all [00:36.53]'Cause I don't want no one to judge [00:37.75]Woah [00:38.14]But I wrote this song in hopes [00:39.28]When they'll hear it [00:39.96]They'll never forget who they was [00:41.49]I hope you feelin' your spirit enough [00:43.05]Joyner [00:43.52]I wanna just tell you I love you in case [00:45.09]That you really don't hear it is much [00:46.41]Woah [00:46.71]I know we ain't talked in a while [00:47.90]But **** it [00:48.39]I really don't care what it was [00:49.65]I wanna reach out but you keep [00:50.75]On shuttin' me down [00:51.60]Or you ain't been carin' as much [00:52.78]And what the **** happened to you [00:54.10]**** happened to you [00:55.17]You're losin' a fight damn [00:56.52]I never thought I'd see the day that [00:57.87]You let addiction ruin your life [00:59.58]Everyone callin' that **** a disease [01:00.91]And you makin' feel like you in the right [01:02.61]But I hate the fact that you really [01:03.97]Be usin' that as an excuse to do what you like [01:05.85]Or do what you might [01:06.55]Do what you might [01:07.40]And I keep on prayin' and reachin' for you [01:09.46]I hope you look in the mirror [01:10.71]And see all the things I been seein' in you [01:12.39]Hope your reflection'll send [01:13.11]You a message and show [01:14.27]You this **** is much deeper than you [01:15.52]If you don't believe in yourself [01:16.53]Then you'll never believe [01:17.28]In somebody believin' in you [01:18.77]When I gotta tell you truth [01:20.03]Tell you the truth [01:21.12]'Cause I'm 'bout to lose it [01:22.08]Lose it [01:22.53]And you wan' deny all about [01:23.51]It and just wanna make up a million excuses [01:25.66]Tearin' our family apart [01:26.86]But you'll leave us scarred [01:27.71]And everyone bruises [01:28.58]Every decision affectin' us all [01:30.07]And if you get lost [01:30.99]Then everyone loses [01:32.02]For real [01:33.90]And I'ma be next to leave [01:35.41]I know that God got a plan and [01:36.82]He ain't fulfillin' your destiny [01:38.23]Much as I need you [01:39.07]I will not be stickin' around or watchin' [01:40.45]You rest in peace [01:41.50]I promise I love you [01:42.38]But I gotta do what's best for me [01:44.10]How can you love someone [01:46.30]And learn to let them go [01:50.36]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know [01:57.29]And isn't it funny you can change your ways [02:00.34]For someone to fill in your empty space [02:03.71]Tell me is it really love [02:06.05]If you have to ask if they'll stay [02:10.91]Look I know you been callin' for me [02:13.22]You hittin' my phone but [02:14.06]I been alone so long [02:15.02]I'm harder to reach Joyner [02:16.56]I know you ain't say any names [02:17.80]But I got a feeling you talkin' to me [02:19.61]I hate when these demons get into my soul [02:21.17]I feel like I'm caught in the beefs [02:22.56]Uh [02:22.91]How do I look go of something I know [02:24.47]Is bigger and stronger than me [02:26.04]If I could be honest I'll tell you the truth [02:27.60]I'm not who you want me to be [02:28.96]Nah [02:29.28]Nobody is perfect not even you [02:30.82]So why you keep targettin' me [02:32.20]I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo [02:34.19]Without you startin' to preach [02:35.77]I feel like a dog on a leash [02:36.98]It's not what I need [02:38.22]Livin' in hell warned you when [02:39.74]I gotta leave like how can I breathe [02:41.47]And how you gon' tell me addiction's not [02:42.89]A disease [02:43.57]**** do you mean [02:44.62]If it's not a disease [02:45.48]Then why has it gotten to me [02:46.85]It's not what it seems [02:47.88]But you always be makin' [02:48.70]Me feel like the problem's me [02:50.01]I'm not gonna be who you want me to be [02:51.97]Let God decide it for me [02:53.18]And speakin' of God [02:54.24]How the **** you know all of [02:55.41]The plan's He's gotten for me [02:56.31]So give me a break [02:57.42]I been inchin' away from tryna [02:58.73]Get outta this dream [02:59.73]I'm driftin' away [03:00.82]How come you only there for me [03:01.92]When I be tryna get clean [03:02.82]My biggest mistake [03:04.01]Is me wishin' that things were different [03:05.23]I feel like the d**gs is made for sinnin' [03:06.93]It's why I been stuck in the same position **** [03:09.33]I'm fallin' but I cannot budge [03:10.64]Been wonderin' why I'm in love [03:11.80]With a strange addiction [03:12.65]And why the **** you always playin' the victim [03:14.09]Lot of this **** that you hate to mention [03:15.93]It sucks 'cause I had to taint your vision [03:17.97]But ain't nothin' left for me [03:19.17]So you could just quit addressin' me [03:20.81]I guess it's just my destiny [03:22.33]So take me as I am or let me be [03:24.47]I'm tired of you stressin' me [03:25.75]'Cause **** I gotta do what's best for me [03:27.73]How can you love someone and learn to let them go [03:34.16]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know [03:41.01]And isn't it funny you can change your ways [03:44.18]For someone to fill in your empty space [03:47.46]Tell me is it really love [03:49.74]If you have to ask if they'll stay [03:52.94]Stay stay stay stay stay stay