[00:00.00]Machine Gun Kelly - dont let me go (Explicit) [00:01.73]Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:03.45]Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:05.20]Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk [00:15.12]Lately my thoughts eating me alive [00:17.53]Laid in the bed [00:18.17]Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive [00:21.64]Wish I didn't listen [00:22.61]Just like I wish they would understand me one time [00:25.40]I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line [00:29.31]Everything's just fine [00:30.33]Slippin' again [00:31.16]There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again [00:33.95]I see my family's reflection [00:35.36]Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again [00:37.72]After this ends [00:38.77]Tell me after all this ends [00:40.16]Will I be mentioned again [00:41.59]Why do I care [00:42.58]If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again [00:46.71]Yeah [00:48.06]Slim bring the beat in [00:49.15]Before my dad left this Earth [00:50.55]He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want [00:52.95]I was supposed to die at birth [00:54.39]Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one [00:56.68]Mm [00:56.96]I've been runnin' from [00:58.18]Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em [01:00.68]I just called ma said I forgive her [01:02.76]For not bein' there when I needed one [01:06.56]I'm comin' back just let me go [01:10.46]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah [01:14.19]I'm comin' back just let me go [01:18.02]I'm comin' back don't let me go [01:20.13]Who am I when the music stops [01:22.02]And the character that I been playin' [01:23.58]Is really just broken and ******* lost [01:25.83]I swear I've been tellin' you [01:26.95]Over and over again in all of these songs [01:29.56]But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin' [01:31.10]'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off [01:33.16]And they go on and on and on [01:34.84]It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked [01:37.24]You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable [01:39.39]'Cause I blocked it off [01:41.07]I got trust issues growin' up [01:42.66]No one was there to hear what I thought [01:44.79]My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid [01:46.63]When me and my father fought [01:48.69]Yeah [01:49.18]I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce [01:51.86]But it's what the doctor gave me [01:53.37]Rehab patient with a pen and some paper [01:55.04]Mm [01:55.26]This psychiatrist keeps evaluating [01:57.13]How can I live with the fact [01:58.35]That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby [02:00.87]I don't got no one to turn to [02:02.34]'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me [02:05.13]Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am [02:07.27]I don't know when I look in the mirror [02:08.96]Constantly dreadin' the day [02:10.21]That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore [02:12.65]The feeling of dying alone [02:13.94]And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear [02:16.52]Kiss the person that I love [02:17.74]As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door [02:22.18]I'm comin' back just let me go [02:25.10]Feelin' like [02:26.03]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah [02:29.73]I'm comin' back just let me go [02:33.53]I'm comin' back don't let me go [02:36.66]Mm [02:37.45]I'm comin' back just let me go [02:40.23]Mm [02:41.09]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah [02:43.93]Mm [02:44.89]I'm comin' back just let me go [02:47.69]Mm [02:48.64]I'm comin' back don't let me go