[00:00.00]Natalie Jane - Intrusive Thoughts [00:01.29]Lyrics by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach [00:02.59]Composed by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach [00:03.88]Produced by：Pink Slip [00:05.18]I'm historically heartbroken [00:08.84]Drownin' in my own emotions [00:12.60]One minute away from the breakin' down down down [00:18.98]I'm always leavin' empty-handed [00:23.75]No one wants a heart that's damaged [00:27.49]Only know a love that lets me down down down [00:33.62]Oh starin' contest with the walls [00:40.72]I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts [00:50.59]What if I never find anybody to love [00:54.31]Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up [00:57.99]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave [01:04.72]Woah what if I get to heaven and it's not even real [01:09.28]And I die before tellin' you how I really feel [01:13.08]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think [01:18.91]That maybe love's not for me [01:25.69]If you don't look too closely [01:29.35]You can't even tell I'm lonely [01:33.13]Even though it keeps me up at night night night [01:39.45]I try to keep myself distracted [01:44.15]But I got all these awful habits [01:47.91]Of listenin' to voices in my mind mind mind [01:54.30]Oh starin' contest with the walls [02:01.41]I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts oh [02:12.94]What if I never find anybody to love [02:16.77]Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up [02:20.55]'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave [02:26.45]Woah-oh woah-oh oh [02:28.18]What if I get to heaven and it's not even real [02:31.59]And I die before tellin' you how I really feel [02:35.54]'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think [02:41.60]Maybe love's not for me oh-oh [02:49.15]Maybe love's not for me oh-oh-oh [02:56.66]Maybe love's not for me [03:04.10]Maybe love's not for me [03:07.68]For me for me for me [03:11.52]Maybe love's not for me