[00:00.00]the grudge (Explicit) - Olivia Rodrigo [00:03.54]Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:07.09]Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:10.63]Produced by：Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill [00:14.18]I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May [00:17.66]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed [00:21.61]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers [00:25.47]Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers [00:28.96]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did [00:32.65]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it [00:36.61]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge [00:40.44]Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough [00:43.62]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream [00:47.70]How could anybody do the things you did so easily [00:51.18]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine [00:55.28]But you know I can't let it go I've tried [00:57.79]I've tried I've tried for so long [01:02.40]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong [01:09.59]The arguments that I've won against you in my head [01:13.15]In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed [01:16.44]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty [01:20.65]And I fantasize about a time you're a little ******* sorry [01:24.30]And I try to understand why you would do this all to me [01:27.89]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy [01:31.75]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people [01:35.57]And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal [01:39.44]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream [01:43.04]How could anybody do the things you did so easily [01:46.54]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine [01:50.50]But you know I can't let it go I've tried [01:53.04]I've tried I've tried for so long [01:57.67]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong [02:05.07]Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all [02:12.64]Ooh ooh-ooh your flower's filled with vitriol [02:19.50]You built me up to watch me fall [02:23.30]You have everything and you still want more [02:27.30]I try to be tough I try to be mean [02:31.03]But even after all this you're still everything to me [02:34.64]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine [02:38.77]But you know I can't let it go I've tried [02:41.38]I've tried I've tried for so long [02:45.83]It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet [02:53.61]It takes strength to forgive but