[00:00.000] 作词 : Lil Tjay/Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall [00:01.000] 作曲 : Lil Tjay/Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall [00:13.278] Every day, day, day, day, I used to wake up and pray [00:16.500] Grandma was fightin' for her life in the hospital, I don't wanna see her that way [00:19.864] I done insane, ain't have a thing, they wanna ask momma, I used to walk [00:23.264] They used to tell me, "Lil' boy, get a job", still the same, on the sofa [?] [00:26.813] Come around clean, come around cool [00:28.382] Deep in the streets, though that was a façade [00:30.018] I see my momma and 'em goin' through pain [00:31.770] It **** with my reign, I put that on God [00:33.459] We all know money can't fix all the problems [00:35.248] I was just tryna just put 'em to end [00:36.904] I saw a lane I can better, and change what I do for a livin', and now I'm on ten [00:41.104] At the top of my class, know that they thought it would stop in the past [00:44.034] I got twenty mill' comin', the rest of the year, payin' six cool, it gotta be glass [00:47.652] So much, niggas won't stop me, they know they can't stop me [00:49.493] They sister and 'em got me on blast [00:50.887] I'm on Instagram showin' off bands, I don't know what to do with the cash [00:54.268] I'ma live every day like my last, nah, my workin' ain't fast [00:56.690] They [?] [00:58.050] Used to wake up in the crib, and the crib smelt like shit [01:00.310] **** it, I might as well live in the trap [01:01.501] I ain't never tell my fans that I was adopted [01:03.566] But **** it, I'm givin' you facts [01:04.846] Started young, but now I'm a man [01:06.209] But I'ma keep workin', and I'ma keep givin' you plaques [01:09.222] Givin' them pain, I just be livin' in vain [01:11.322] Long as nobody talkin' on my name, you will not get fame or keepin' the same [01:14.742] Don't want problems with nobody (Problems with nobody, problems with nobody) [01:22.012] ([?]) [01:28.927] (I got through much bullshit [?]) [01:46.639] I failed to ask you to look deeper in my life [01:48.929] Got to the point, I feel if I speak it's aight [01:51.736] I'm feelin' empty, all myself into the mic [01:54.259] I ain't never tell my story how it was [01:57.570] Youth, was 2001, my momma told me she was stressin' out from havin' a son [02:01.908] I like, she ain't want me, she was talkin' havin' me young [02:04.459] My pops ain't really want me, she was lowkey havin' me dumb [02:07.175] What? [02:08.569] To keep it goin', life goes on, night come, new problems keep flowin' [02:12.507] She told me this just the other day [02:14.420] When normally I ask about my father, she ain't got too much to say [02:17.978] Findin' better life, I had to pray, survive I may [02:21.146] The shit I usually think up in that jungle every day [02:23.288] Never had nothin' given to me, had to find my way [02:25.944] I can say I done came a long way from poverty [02:28.567] S.A.B. forever, but a long way from slaughter aim [02:31.235] Might show her the few real members [02:32.505] Go on, please don't bother me [02:33.875] Ask the opps, they know when I perform [02:35.404] Look, had to change my num', when I go back to my hood the police storm [02:39.125] When you are gone, if you get right 'til you don't leave [02:41.802] My momma still gon' play the trenches like she won't leave [02:44.367] But I don't show that, niggas know that [02:47.124] Before rap, be black man outside livin' cozy [02:49.775] Daddy's out the OZ, my auntie named Rosie [02:52.270] She told me she miss me [02:53.180] Not for you, you know these hoes be gassin' [02:54.958] That ain't how I'm steppin' [02:56.763] The only thing a nigga want right now is progression [03:00.251] Fire to the flame, stand my little chain [03:02.769] I grew up in an area, youngins dyin' by the name [03:05.416] My inner self a stepper, I'm from [?], I know pain [03:08.015] [?] couple [?], I feel like I had to win, I had to win [03:12.389] My mom don't want it, but I still want buy her a chain [03:16.056] That just 'cah where we come from [03:17.289] She like, "You go dumb, son" [03:18.659] Got addicted to this life, and [?] I don't want one