dont let me go (Explicit)歌词

Machine Gun Kelly - dont let me go (Explicit)
Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
Lately my thoughts eating me alive
Laid in the bed
Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
Wish I didn't listen
Just like I wish they would understand me one time
I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
Everything's just fine
Slippin' again
There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
I see my family's reflection
Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
After this ends
Tell me after all this ends
Will I be mentioned again
Why do I care
If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
Yeah
Slim bring the beat in
Before my dad left this Earth
He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
I was supposed to die at birth
Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
Mm
I've been runnin' from
Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
I just called ma said I forgive her
For not bein' there when I needed one
I'm comin' back just let me go
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
I'm comin' back just let me go
I'm comin' back don't let me go
Who am I when the music stops
And the character that I been playin'
Is really just broken and ******* lost
I swear I've been tellin' you
Over and over again in all of these songs
But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
And they go on and on and on
It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
'Cause I blocked it off
I got trust issues growin' up
No one was there to hear what I thought
My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
When me and my father fought
Yeah
I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
But it's what the doctor gave me
Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
Mm
This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
How can I live with the fact
That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
I don't got no one to turn to
'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
I don't know when I look in the mirror
Constantly dreadin' the day
That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
The feeling of dying alone
And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
Kiss the person that I love
As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
I'm comin' back just let me go
Feelin' like
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
I'm comin' back just let me go
I'm comin' back don't let me go
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go
Mm
I'm comin' back don't let me go

[00:00.00]Machine Gun Kelly - dont let me go (Explicit)
[00:01.73]Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:03.45]Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:05.20]Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
[00:15.12]Lately my thoughts eating me alive
[00:17.53]Laid in the bed
[00:18.17]Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
[00:21.64]Wish I didn't listen
[00:22.61]Just like I wish they would understand me one time
[00:25.40]I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
[00:29.31]Everything's just fine
[00:30.33]Slippin' again
[00:31.16]There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
[00:33.95]I see my family's reflection
[00:35.36]Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
[00:37.72]After this ends
[00:38.77]Tell me after all this ends
[00:40.16]Will I be mentioned again
[00:41.59]Why do I care
[00:42.58]If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
[00:46.71]Yeah
[00:48.06]Slim bring the beat in
[00:49.15]Before my dad left this Earth
[00:50.55]He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
[00:52.95]I was supposed to die at birth
[00:54.39]Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
[00:56.68]Mm
[00:56.96]I've been runnin' from
[00:58.18]Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
[01:00.68]I just called ma said I forgive her
[01:02.76]For not bein' there when I needed one
[01:06.56]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:10.46]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[01:14.19]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:18.02]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[01:20.13]Who am I when the music stops
[01:22.02]And the character that I been playin'
[01:23.58]Is really just broken and ******* lost
[01:25.83]I swear I've been tellin' you
[01:26.95]Over and over again in all of these songs
[01:29.56]But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
[01:31.10]'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
[01:33.16]And they go on and on and on
[01:34.84]It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
[01:37.24]You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
[01:39.39]'Cause I blocked it off
[01:41.07]I got trust issues growin' up
[01:42.66]No one was there to hear what I thought
[01:44.79]My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
[01:46.63]When me and my father fought
[01:48.69]Yeah
[01:49.18]I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
[01:51.86]But it's what the doctor gave me
[01:53.37]Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
[01:55.04]Mm
[01:55.26]This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
[01:57.13]How can I live with the fact
[01:58.35]That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
[02:00.87]I don't got no one to turn to
[02:02.34]'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
[02:05.13]Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
[02:07.27]I don't know when I look in the mirror
[02:08.96]Constantly dreadin' the day
[02:10.21]That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
[02:12.65]The feeling of dying alone
[02:13.94]And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
[02:16.52]Kiss the person that I love
[02:17.74]As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
[02:22.18]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:25.10]Feelin' like
[02:26.03]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:29.73]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:33.53]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[02:36.66]Mm
[02:37.45]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:40.23]Mm
[02:41.09]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:43.93]Mm
[02:44.89]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:47.69]Mm
[02:48.64]I'm comin' back don't let me go